i dont know if your reading this, or realize that im talking to you. a few years ago you said that you'll always be there for me. i hate to tell you, i told you so. im not saying its your fault. i think its inevitable. and its for the best in our case.

my old posts seem like it was written by someone i faintly know. time really does change everything.  and i thought i was mature then.  but then again, maybe im just tired of the drama. its really not maturity but just apathy.

sometimes i worry because i seem so indifferent. then i shrug it off.